Internal arguments

these are fun… days when everyone inside has a different opinion or wants to do a different thing… results in awful headaches, and a fair bit of switching too.
We were meant to go to university today, but the younger ones did not want to… so when I tried to leave they stopped me, it was like a physical wall stopping me like my feet were glued to the floor. So ended up staying home, again…

In is now December, none of us like December. It gets dangerous, Rachel and Sarah are very unstable right now and I am finding it hard to maintain control.

Hazel