eating issues…

this week we had a HUGE slip-up ED wise…

on monday and yuesday we had restricted… stupid thing to do… but yesterday I was DETERMINED to eat… but I ended up bingeing.

Got to the point where I ate a whole frozen cheesecake…

then… We purged

to make things worse; we were half way through purging when the door bell went… so had a huge panic of trying to get rid of the smell, etc. before opening the door… then once the delivery guy had left tried to purge again bt it wouldn’t work..

Today we are back to restricting…

I’m so disapointed and pissed off with myself

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